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BUTTERFLY ATTITUDE

by Eyeless In Gaza

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1.
. blasted n blinded to chaos/such sorry scenery/a tangle of irony/a web of alluring duplicity/waiting & beckoning, preying in the wings/damaging & incoherent/laughing in yr face then/grief-it always seems to sear so, into blue distance/poising, ready yet again . . fracturing eyeless, unseeing/ emptying hideously/riding an animal hatred/a dead weighted misery/deliberate & crushing cursing/making you pretend/forcing such a numb & wasting path/for you to blithely tread/grief-it always seems to sear so, into blue distance/poising, ready yet again .
2.
Dust 02:52
. fragments of braking light . searching for perfection . dust .
3.
. the day began. and my head swam with half-formed feeling/negative feeling. the sunlight poured through the open window/spilling & sliding across the walls & the ceiling/ & I wanted to find why the world had run wide - I wanted to run - & the day was beginning . . & I walked to the window/& I searched for a sign/& I stared in the sky/& it was not revealing . . & I saw no sign/& I saw no meaning/the day was alive/ & yet I could not feel it . . & their words gathered around me/& their words took my hands/& I thought of their longing/& I though of their actions/& I thought of their lives/& I opened the window/& I began to quietly cry . . I paid too much mind to someone else's thoughts/my heart skipped a beat when I looked for the clearing . . & now I don't know whose salvation I was fighting for . . & now I don't know whose voice it is speaking . . & now I can't tell whose voice it is speaking .
4.
Reverie 02:10
. swords clash & I laugh/worlds collide in yr reverie/two sides will fight/arm to arm in clashing chemistry/tho something might tell you yr losing yr potency/something's still telling you to quieten - reverie . there's one task : to trap the laugh that binds yr soul in bitter harmony, in music that tells me yr losin yr simplicity/in mazes that lose you yr prize - or so yr telling me . swords clash & I laugh/worlds collide in yr reverie .
5.
. & you are grace, I don't lie . . & there is light & knowing so quiet . . here just for now - to taste all this taste . . here as I sigh, I cry that you are grace - I cry you are grace . . & you ARE grace, I don't lie & you will have this lovely night, here . . just for now, to taste all this taste . . & here as I sigh, I cry that yr grace - I cry grace .
6.
said bitterly . over n over n much more to bear/only to stumble again/only a silver tongued word or a phrase/never believe in a dying light . spiralling/ plummeting/tumbling nowhere/face like a wraith in a fever/hung on some treachery/keeping you where there is no place to redeem you . laugh like a liar a smashed looking-glass/empty of anything true/a vanished, worn travesty just staring back/looking like no one you knew before . flung out/n cancelled out/down to some pale glass-jagged memory of you/over my shoulder yr similar face/looking back to you/yet thru you . n now yr quick laughter rings hollow/n you know just how much it was worth/n its funny to think what will follow/n yr cynical laughter's just dirt . said bitterly.
7.
. I tell you/I saw him/asleep to his dream/beleaguered by fortune/persuaded by greed/hung on the sweetness of bittering lips/sold on the cheap lust of guilty footsteps/following after a promise . . yr body/the arching of yr face/shadow thrown to the wall/such a dear n bitter fear/cocooned inside it all/its mine too, it belongs in me/it's mine as it is yours/I recognise the animal grace/the tender maze of remorse/sinewy creature, spoiling a world . . and, after this promise of a love to be given/given softly in dazzling disguise disappearing/resplendent in emptiness/a terrible prize/a trophy of tragic proportion/ & sighing/talking/betraying/lips framing all the while/yr goodbye .

about

* BUTTERFLY ATTITUDE was originally released in 2012 as a “sister album” to Eyeless in Gaza's A-Scale album EVERYONE FEELS LIKE A STRANGER - with BUTTERFLY ATTITUDE being issued on the Downwards label, in 12 inch vinyl format & with extra material on the cd version . This d/l comprises the fuller version, the cd version - and it's the first time that this music has been made officially available in this format .

credits

released May 24, 2022

. Martyn Bates : voice . instruments .
. Peter Becker : instruments . voice .
. w/ Elizabeth S : banjo & voice on Fracture Track .
. Produced by Eyeless in Gaza .
. Engineered & Recorded by Peter Becker .
. Mastered at Air Studios, London .
. Completed December 2011.
. An Ambivalent Scale Recording .

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Biog stuff? It’s always changing. Re creativity, a wise man said: ‘‘It doesn’t matter where, as long as it’s out of this world’’. This seems a good way to feel about it all ... the music should be like a drugged dream, poem, hope, prayer - probably a blues .
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